on crack

What would you do when you've done something silly?
What would you do when you have not done something you should?
What would you do when you feel that you are extremely stupid and useless?
What would you do when you feel ashamed or embarrassed by your own stupidity?
What would you do when you feel so bad about yourself?
What would you do when you feel so lost?
What would you do when you couldn't get rid of all these feelings?

Me?
Blaming myself.
Cursing. Non stop cursing.
Hitting on the wall and table.
Stamping on the ground.
Bashing anything I've got in my hands.
Stuffing food into my mouth.
Sleep and forget.