Impulse

Months away from home
First time ever, I had such a strong feeling of going back
I miss home?
because the VIP is back there?
Undeniably yes.

But I clearly know that the main cause that drove my yearning to utmost was examination.
It's always been the side effect of exams.
I simply needed an escape.
I was so desperate that I even checked the available flights
hoping to fly off right after the shout of "Time's Up. Pens Down." and be in KLIA some 17 hours later.
What a wishful thinking.

No matter how stimulating and heated the conversations I had with the VIP
No matter how good and how far we imagined
We plainly knew that that was impossible
Well, maybe not impossible, but improbable.
It just wouldn't happen anyway.
Rationality prevails over impulse, all most of the time.

Now, exam is over.
Yet I have only 3 days before the kick off of my last uni semester.

Desperation faded away...