IDLE

So not used to being idle after weeks of coursework+exam studies. Guess my mind still couldn't accept the fact that everything is over.
But it will, very soon.

I didn't know what to do and I didn't actually have anything to do. For the past 2 days, all I've been doing were eat sleep drama online. The most 'meaningful' things I've done additionally were changing my bed sheets and doing laundry. Wanted to do grocery shopping but was soooo lazy plus, it was raining.

I don't want to get rotten and bored to death at home.
So what's next?
Looking for summer part-time job now and hopefully can get one asap so that I can get my time fully occupied for the next three months.

FYI, I'm not going back to Malaysia.
Everyone was asking me the same questions.
Going back during summer? Why not?
I don't know.
I don't know why not, but I also don't know why should I.
I do have the reason to go back.
I did have the impulse to go back.
But I guess it's just
not convincing enough for me
to change my mind.